19 October 2010 @ 10:47 pm
 
Today, my head seemed not working at all.

Messed up brain.

Irrational entry.

I just want to type every word that resound in my head.

Sleepy. Couldn't watch tokudane. Fell asleep right when Nino and Atsuko-san came out in tokudane.

Tired. Walking troughout the whole mall to accompany cesie finding dress for tomorrow's shooting.

Stupid. Don't know how to describe it. T___T
Want to cry but I can't. There is butterfly in my stomach.
All my worries suddenly appear in front of me.
And I don't know how to deal with it.

Will be recording for quiz show tomorrow.
I don't know whether our group will survive or not.
I should sleep for preparing my condition. But my head is so messed up.

Lazy spamming. Lately I feel lazy toward everything. EVERYTHING.
Become too moody is not good. Everything should be done in perfect mood.
I can't stand my ownself.

I can't be a perfect person all the time.

Failures make me grow.

I want to be a mature person.

Making a mistake is a sign I'm a human.

Human who are shining because of imperfection.

Because imperfection is human charms.
 
 
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[identity profile] kazukazu89.livejournal.com on October 19th, 2010 04:06 pm (UTC)
T_____T

Muiiii...*hugs*

I don't know why I feel so insecure like this..